found it in my notes, from august.
what if there’s no quantum field at all — what if in the quantum level the notion of time loses its meaning, thus any wave or field isn’t possible — everything is everywhere at the same time. if that is correct then by ‘measuring’ a new local arrow of time is created, with relating particle that will carry the local time as separation from wholeness. the particle will then be related to surrounding field, taking energy from the surroundings for the creation of it. but if you dig deeper into the quantum level the waves and particles collapse into wholeness. i think that can be experimentally tested.